JOANNE
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its lyk 7.12 in the morning.yes.iwoke up early.though i slept at one last nite.one thing.i got into 305!!yes.cos most girls in 209 went into 305.wells.after being phycho last nite by the conference.i dun tink i'll be changing my subject combination.but im still tinking.

i owais thot friends r simple.u dun have to do so much things to be friends.friends trust u.friends understand u.dey will not make u do things u dun lyk.friends dun just turn away from u and go with other friends then blames and scolds u for turning away from her when u found other friends.friends r not ppl hu wun give in to u but expect u to give in to her.friends r not ppl hu says tat u r sinful,cos everyone is.

if u tink im bad to u, im sorry.but have u been good to me???u never thot of anyone else u just saw ur pain.

hu dares to ask an upset person y she is upset??it will make her even more upset rite??concern isn abt how many questions u ask.it is from the heart.and u dun have to say it out to show concern.

i noe dis post make her angry and stuff.but y cant i??she did dis to me.is it only right when she did dis to me and i gotta sit dere and want her to forgive me???

in the past i owais apologise to her when i dun even noe wad i did wrong.but now im not gonna do tat anymore.cos she still hurts me when i did.

i owais thot she was my friend.she toks to me when i had problems.she gives me advice.

until she hurts me.

maybe i did something tat hurts her too.have i reellie been a bad friend???i donno.she never tells me wad i did wrong.

im a slow person.i not the kind of person hu can sit down and console a person lyk she did.im not a person hu is not good at consoling cos i will make the person cry more.i noe hu i am.so u owais c me running away instead of consoling a person hu is upset.i have tried to console.but i failed.but looks lyk dis cannot be accepted in her eyes.but i am hu i am.

now i dun care whether she scolds me behind my back.cos i dun even noe wad i did wrong.and im not gonna change myself to be her friend.

u can say tat im a bad friend.